may 30, 2026
yay
July 4, 2026
I want to talk a little about the future of Morte Subita.
This project was born in 2024, when I was only 14 years old (yes, I really am that young). At the time, I put everything I had into this story. I created the characters, the world, and spent countless hours working on it. Morte Subita was incredibly important to my growth as an artist, and I'll always recognize that.
But I've changed too. I've struggled with depressive tendencies for a long time (which sometimes make me lose the motivation to continue my projects), but by the end of 2025 things got much worse, and my relationship with the project completely changed. The way part of the community started seeing and interpreting the story became emotionally exhausting, and something that used to feel deeply personal no longer felt like a place where I could create freely. I handle criticism well despite my age, but a lot of the things people said about the project (especially the constant comparisons) still frustrated me. On top of that, I gradually became dissatisfied with my own fandom lol.
After that, I tried several times to make everything feel normal again. I re-edited the website, changed my art style, redesigned characters, and tried to recover the feeling I had when I first started creating Morte Subita. But eventually I realized I was trying to go back to a moment in my life that no longer exists. I never truly moved on from that phase, and continuing to chase it only made me realize that I need to move forward.
Today, in 2026, I no longer feel the desire to continue working on Morte Subita. Not because I think the project wasn't worth it, but because I'm simply not the same person who created this story anymore. My interests have changed, the way I write has changed, and I no longer have the same creative freedom I once had. Besides that, many of the ideas and character designs I made back then still don't satisfy me today, and I feel like they've limited me creatively.
Because of that, I've decided that I need some time away, and for now I don't want to continue working on Morte Subita. I want to experiment with new ideas, create new characters and new projects... or maybe just enjoy my life drawing my OCs.
I'm incredibly grateful to everyone who followed the project and supported my work. Morte Subita will always be an important part of my journey, and I'll never forget everything I learned because of it. But right now, moving forward is the decision that makes the most sense for me. After putting this off for so long, I've finally reached my limit, and not everything lasts forever. That said, I'll still come back from time to time to fix a few things here and there. And who knows maybe someday, when I'm in a better place, I'll be ready to rewrite Morte Subita.
If you'd like to keep following my work, feel free to check out my Strawpage for updates and information about me: Strawpage
june 02, 2026
Happy Pride Month. Especially if you also realized that you didn't need to be straight, but gay, because of your best friend. Maybe Dio Judas has felt like that a few times, not even men of faith escape it.may 30, 2026
yay
march 13, 2026
I've had less time to work on the comic, but I've focused on other things that still inspire me to continue. Even so, I'm sad that I'm the only one who doesn't have Tomodachi Life yet.April 5, 2026
Life Update. I thought it would take longer, but I think I took long enough. So much has happened in a while now... anyway, I don't need to explain myself, just report as I wish, enough for me to crawl back to my grave.
I ended my old relationship, stopped working so much on the comic because of dissatisfaction, matured and evolved as a person, I reported some of my depressive episodes here, but for those who were worried, I'll just say that I'm taking care of myself and my emotions. After a while, I had to focus on other things, I think all my effort during the entire year of 2025 was rewarded, I fell in love again and I'm in a healthy relationship with an incredible person. The bad thing about being with someone so good after a toxic relationship is that sometimes you think you're a toxic person for being so afraid of everything... but things are good, I have a wonderful boyfriend.
I lost friends, made new friends, the year turned, I became a more reserved person than I used to be, I went to another school, and lately I barely have time for my hobbies. The good thing about this is that I can occupy my mind and not stay at home thinking so much nonsense like when I was younger (which is what made me start the comic lol). And as I said, I matured as a person and nowadays I'm trying to create a new direction for my comic. I decided that I can't just abandon something I love so much out of pure desperation. Life is too short, and as time goes by you realize that maybe the world will explode all at once, but I'm glad that I didn't get lost along the way and I'm still just being myself. Of course, I'm still an observer of other people's lives, so I will continue making comics about Miko and those lazy, unemployed adults.
Finally, my message for 2026 is: teenagers who still read my shit, stop making jokes about pedophilia and Epstein's island. A good portion of you are from some minority group, so stop acting like 30-year-old straight white men.