april 12,2025

I think I'm some kind of stupid hedonist. Well, I noticed that I always do the things I like with care, love and pleasure and everything I do is always for fun. It's not like I'm a lazy piece of shit who has no obligations, on the contrary, I always do some important task but usually with the greatest boredom possible... I think people should understand that, even if some believe that hedonism is somehow selfish,in some cases,it may not be. The world is so vast but it seems so empty and I think that enjoying things and doing everything you like is a way of living, I feel alive to the core of my teeth because of that. I just need some time to do everything, my time.

april 02,2025

I decided that I'm going to make my twitter public, probably the worst decision right now but fuck it I think it's good for me to interact with the Brazilian people who see my art since tumblr is not that popular in Brazil T-T. anyway, I love you guys

my twitter

march 25,2025

bedtime diary

It's two in the morning but it still feels like it's only 11 pm and in these hours i said goodbye to my girlfriend who went to sleep. But I think everything seems kind of weird and melancholic because I kind of uhh... I think i spent half an hour crying. Bro I'm not sad, my life is ok but reading these phrases of abandonment and literature stuff with a romance in which love is vampire and gothic makes me emotional idk why,But yeah it is life yo. I also came to the conclusion that I need to try to spend more time with my gf and my friends, I just don't want to be alone again (honestly, it hurts in the soul) and it's nice to dedicate yourself to people who at least show interest in you. I also noticed that I don't know how to express myself properly when talking to someone, like I don't know what the fuck this is but when I get a compliment I could just casually say "thank you" like, dude that means a lot to me but I just don't know how to express how much i am happy and i end like i don't even notice that much if the messages seem dry or some shit like that lol i guess it just matters in the irl convos. And Oh man I'm looking forward to showing the cover of the next chapter but I haven't finished it yet ughhh, anyway good night human beings and souls.

march 15,2025

life update

damn, I have to update more here. but anyway, months have passed and I'm still the same, but I still try to escape reality every day with my fantasy world. I think I just feel too lonely (even though I have people who love me, they can't get into my mind completely, just one person, but they probably don't feel the same anymore). but still, I'm not sad but I'm not happy either, it's complex and difficult but i am creative! more comics please,myself.