march 25,2025
bedtime diary
It's two in the morning but it still feels like it's only 11 pm and in these hours i said goodbye to my girlfriend who went to sleep. But I think everything seems kind of weird and melancholic because I kind of uhh... I think i spent half an hour crying. Bro I'm not sad, my life is ok but reading these phrases of abandonment and literature stuff with a romance in which love is vampire and gothic makes me emotional idk why,But yeah it is life yo. I also came to the conclusion that I need to try to spend more time with my gf and my friends, I just don't want to be alone again (honestly, it hurts in the soul) and it's nice to dedicate yourself to people who at least show interest in you. I also noticed that I don't know how to express myself properly when talking to someone, like I don't know what the fuck this is but when I get a compliment I could just casually say "thank you" like, dude that means a lot to me but I just don't know how to express how much i am happy and i end like i don't even notice that much if the messages seem dry or some shit like that lol i guess it just matters in the irl convos. And Oh man I'm looking forward to showing the cover of the next chapter but I haven't finished it yet ughhh, anyway good night human beings and souls.
